Pentonville 12:26 Sat Sep 11
Complex PTSD
|
|
It's a thing
Go on school of life on you tube and watch it
I won't read the comments here cos frankly I'm too busy sharpening swords to off myself. I have had mental stuff happen happen I should be applauded for still being here.
Boltkunt is amazing. He makes mad comments sometimes. I am battling a lot of demons.
Be kind. We are strong if we love each other. I won't read the comments so if vexed wants to say I'm weird then fine.
You have no idea.
Be nice to each other.
Love one another. Ur west ham xxxx
|
|
|
Replies - In Chronological Order ( Show Newest Messages First)
smasher.
12:32 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
Got your back my man.
|
Vexed
1:33 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
Weird cunt
|
⚒️
1:50 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
Back on the Niki Lauda by the looks of it.
|
Pentonville
3:42 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
So now everyone can see the online weirdo's. Got ya.
U 2 are finished.
Every normal person is too busy to respond or hasn't got time to write something shit. That's normal.
You 2 bullying trolls will get my fucking fist through u.
Thanks crassus nice message on the dm
I'll get better hopefully. I'll chase these trolls off this site. What cunts. That's not west ham.
|
Pentonville
3:44 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
Watch my fucking story coming up on the Internet and worry. Who I am or what I can do.
Crossed hammers and vexed. Ur done. Cheeky massive cunts.
|
Nurse Ratched
3:46 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
Alright, pack it in now. Take it over to private messaging if you must.
|
Browno22
3:48 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
You seem like a decent poster Pentonville. Chin up mate. I don't know you but DM me if you wanna talk to a random cunt
|
Pentonville
4:07 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
Guys and ladies. I'm struggling. Really badly thank u for being so kind. Guys I have got ptsd and something happened a week ago and it triggered me. Block is wonderful. Nurse thank u.. browno22 cheers mate. I'm scared this time. I don't know if I can stop this time. Fuck sake.
|
Browno22
4:32 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
Mate try to get help. At least talk to somebody, anybody in your phone. People won't judge you and you aren't alone
|
Nurse Ratched
4:36 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
OK look. We can't do anything practical to help you because we don't know who you are or where you are. And I think practical help is what you really need, rather than a load of 'stay strong, bro' platitudes, typed in a matter of a few seconds on the internet by someone well-meaning, but of no use to you whatsover. So because we can't do anything practical to help you, and almost all, if not all of us, don't want to become personally embroiled because we have our own crosses to bear, you need to do something PRACTICAL to help yourself.
Here is the phone number of Samaritans: 116 123
Do something to help yourself by calling them.
My additional, strong advice is to immediately and forever stop taking drugs and drinking booze. You might think you're just medicating yourself, but I suspect you've got it the wrong way round and this is the root of your inability to cope with life's slings and arrows. A clear mind will make you more resilient.
Also, less time in stupid clubs being Urban Mr Sociable and more quiet time in natural surroundings. Take up fishing or birdwatching. The Japanese have an expression for this: Forest-bathing. Get the fuck away from humans, their utter bullshit and their glass and concrete dystopia as much as you possibly can.
I hope you understand I am not trying to belittle your situation. Tough love is still love.
|
Browno22
4:41 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
Have a nap mate. Then when you wake up go for a run/jog. You will be surprised at how quickly you can recover. Stay off the booze etc
|
Mike Oxsaw
4:47 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
Grow a Bonsai tree.
|
WHU(Exeter)
4:48 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
Wide words Nurse.
Id add to also look ahead to something, no matter if that thing is months ahead.
Whenever I'm feeling a bit blue I've just got to think "there's always Cowdenbesth in March"
|
chim chim cha boo
4:53 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
Always remember 'that this too will pass'.
Also what Churchill said, 'when you are going through hell, keep going!'
Sometimes it's hard to see past today and the anguish you feel but some time soon it will dissipate and you'll feel fine. It doesn't mean that your demons won't come back but you have to see it like a pendulum. Tick follows tock.
|
mallard
6:34 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
We’ve lost too many good people on this site - please don’t add to that tally.
Reach out, we’re all here for you
|
Crassus
7:15 Sat Sep 11
Re: Complex PTSD
|
Penters mate
Remember that it is always darkest before dawn .....
Give someone a shout mate
|
Westham67
1:08 Sun Sep 12
Re: Complex PTSD
|
Nurse Ratched 4:36 Sat Sep 11
There is nothing practical anyone can do except a GP who will give you meds. I have had referral for a psychiatrist and neurlogist in since mid may . The psychiatrist will just review my meds.
The mental health helplines are ok when you can get through as are the Samaritans. The good thing with WHO pinned thread (Apart from the trolls ) is we can share things with , for me, things I cannot share with my family or they worry also most of the other posters on that thread were and are going through the same thing.as we all are and that might not be the case for the mental health crisis lines. Personally I find it easier to share on that thread
We lost Piggy and Eddie B out of nowhere and thats why its always good to have as many means of reaching as you can
|
Westham67
1:12 Sun Sep 12
Re: Complex PTSD
|
WHO mail Pants
|
Pentonville
7:10 Sun Sep 12
Re: Complex PTSD
|
I was going to top myself today. Or yesterday. I also am aware if u tell people it then maybe I didn't want to do it. I'm not sitting here laughing or thinking I have hoodwinked everyone. I feel like I'm worthless and I feel like I'm a shitcunt.
I have nobody to turn to because everyone has lives and problems and rightly focus on their family. My point is I've lost the ability. I've begged my wife to get on a plane with our beautiful boy. She won't do it but she might be convinced. Someone tell her to do it. I'm finished.
I'm terrified.to come on here sometimes to read the abuse. Bolts knows me now. Been a rock. He will lead the tributes.
|
Pentonville
7:18 Sun Sep 12
Re: Complex PTSD
|
For anyone who doesn't understand why I can come on here and write and then feel that way is cos u don't understand I have about 20mins of feeling normal and engaged. And then I fade out. Don't ever underestimate depression.
11 years ago I had a massive breakdown and was on this site getting destroyed. It shows how long the problem has been. Fuck. I'm so angry at myself. Fuck fuck fuck. I am stronger than this. But I'm not am I.
I'm typing. Does that mean I'm strong. I don't know.
No "vexed" I'm not weird. I'm human and in a world of pain.
|
| 
